AND I AM PLUMP!
This is my ideal woman
Chloe Marshall, Miss Surrey 2008
I am no longer this size (who but Mrs Beckham is ?)
and never will be again.
So why can't I be happy just being me?
I have the opposite problem to people suffering from anorexia, when I look in the mirror I see a thin person!
Explain that one.
I think it is a bit of an optical illusion because when ever I see a photo of myself all I can think is GOSH YOU ARE SO FAT.
I think it is do to the fact that I take after my father in body shape, tall with mens slim hips. I have size 12 hips but because of the many babies I have had my stomach muscles are very loose and so any extra weight goes straight there which means I have to wear size 16 jeans but even with those I can only wear them once and they need washing as they become too loose for me to wear.
BUT.....even so I am still feeling positive today, it must be to do with the fact that I have had a lie in. Beauty slept until 5:30am and it was so much much better than being woken at 3am and no I really am being serious.